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Bearclaw Camp

by Bearclaw Camp

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1.
Headspins 00:50
Sick of thoughts and pulling threads Wasting time on TV screens This silence will implode my head Paint these walls red with my dreams But I don't wanna die I just want a clean slate Turn the clock back to the first time again Just wish you could see inside my head Just wish I was in your head
2.
Silos 03:04
This is such a mess Who knew such problems could arise from this beating box inside of my chest You watch the floor cause your sister said You'd best not come around it keeps him down And there's no heavier weight than a frown around your neck But I beg to differ It's like your presence moulds a resin and numbs the pain to soak it up quicker So I can let you tear me up again With ties cut I'll spend my time in my room Reflecting on plans I made but never could move And it's almost the weekend so I guess I'll see you soon And I'll try to be better company, that's all I can do Why am I still such a mess? I thought I'd buried this in silos underneath Constantly drowning in substances so this doesn't repeat Cigarettes on my lungs and spirits flowing past my teeth There's gotta be something stronger so I can get back on my feet And let you tear me up again Every night of this week has been dragged out You're not easy to forget Spending my time alone on this couch With you inside my rotting head I bet everyone's getting sick of it But there's no bone in my body that wants to quit How did I fall victim to this? Never landing a hit but getting every miss I know it's been a while now I know it's been a while now
3.
November 04:28
At first I couldn't break the ice on that cold November evening The sun died out below the hills but I couldn't shake the feeling The company all gathered round well I just fell apart Housing doubt under the skin my mind wanders through the dark I drank to the point of filling the void The smoke from the room fucked up my head As she emerged so innocent I was too far under but I seemed to fumble steps in the right direction towards bumping heads Somehow I found a crevice to let in the words I said But all my beginnings are followed shortly by the end We left the smoke and scaled the trees took time from November grieving Traded it for cold and soil, contemplated meanings Of course it was little like how I feel right now I was left in the field when a torch light sought you out I was too far under but I seemed to fumble steps in the right direction towards bumping heads Somehow I found a crevice to let in the words I said But all my beginnings are followed shortly by the end Is it too good to be ruined Maybe I just wasn't worth the rest I was too far under but I seemed to fumble steps in the right direction towards bumping heads Somehow I found a crevice to let in the words I said But all my beginnings are followed shortly by the end The wheels ate up the concrete and the backseat spun my head Already losing grasp of any words that were said I closed my eyes and when I woke it was as if we did forget That night on rifle range has past, gone and it was dead Is it too good to be ruined Maybe I just wasn't worth the rest
4.
Contentious 02:47
I think of you now and then After all the time that's been It's getting dark in here A familiar space in my head Building my self up Then falling apart again I know that I'll be okay But I can't see where or when I need to get over this Memories are all I am It always ends in late nights Sleepless and pensive I don’t care Why do I feel so defensive I say I don't miss it The words feel contentious You said you'd be fine But I know you're pretending I guess small talk Is the best we'll ever get We both know it's too late Separate to save face Progress seems to stagnate And tear me apart Cos when I see your face Again it fucking kills me A harsh reminder in my head To not get caught in what you send I need to get over this I still live it in my head
5.
Stuck in between Either side has no appeal to me Conflicted and tired Of grinding my teeth Nothing subsides it So I crumble beneath Don't tell me the same things I know you said to him This overwhelming pressure With thoughts of you and him Trapped in my head All over again I can't be by myself Or trust in my friends 6 months just to regress I said I wouldn't do this again 6 months just to regress I see now this is where it gets you I'm guess I'm just like the rest Some things are best left buried So why do I dig below For a reminder For what I already know It'll never mean anything again We both know we can't be friends I'll just sleep in your bed Wake up and mean nothing again Trapped in my head All over again I can't be by myself Or trust in my friends 6 months just to regress I said I wouldn't do this again 6 months just to regress I see now this is where it gets you I'm guess I'm just like the rest You said you'd always care I guess you meant when he's not there
6.
Hindsight 03:54
All those things I never said Hanging over my head again You said it's not me, but I could never guess Just why you couldn't stay Maybe it's just better that you didn't want it The things you did, it'll always haunt this I never thought it'd last But who would have thought It'd come to pass So easily So tell me why You couldn't stand to see Eye to eye You could never understand Does it ever make you look back To before this all was tired So tell me why You wouldn't stand to see Eye to eye You won't ever understand Does it ever make you look back To before this all was tired It makes me wish I tried Do you wish I tried Sorry that you couldn't speak I know you know what this meant to me Maybe silence was for the best The cold said it first Your eyes said the rest I guess I never thought It'd become the past So easily I guess thats why You couldn't stand to see Eye to eye You could never understand Does it ever make you look back At just how we let it slip I guess thats why You wouldn't stand to see Eye to eye You won't ever understand Does it ever make you look back It makes me wish I tried Do you wish you tried A lots changed since the last time But I still hope you get by I know you won't tell me your fine But that's fine, I don't need it Cause your eyes said more Than you ever could Your eyes said more Than you ever did

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released June 24, 2016

Written and performed by Bearclaw Camp
Recorded and Mixed by Paul Bakker
Mastered by Beau McKee
Artwork by Jack Davis
Original Photo by Brooke Collier

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